Winter Solstice 2009 – Just days left in the decade.
My momentum going into 2010 is amazing.
My spiritual practice is strong.
Iâ€™m writing a bunch.
Iâ€™m seeing a Life Coach.
Iâ€™m off my anxiety medication for the first time in 12 years.
I feel more grounded than I have in a long time.
Iâ€™m driving the Hugmobile once a week.
I see my family (including my glorious nephews) weekly.
I took a pleasure trip (non Burning Man or work) for the first time in ages.
I feel like I have the tools to stay in control of my thoughts.
I have everything I need to become who I am supposed to be.
Rather than make a New Yearsâ€™ resolution, I am making a New Yearâ€™s presolution.
I want to enter the new decade raw.
So tonight I shaved my head and stripped the pink from my exterior.
The last time it was my natural color was 6 years ago.
The last time my hair was this short, I was in my motherâ€™s womb.
I feel like a spiritual infant â€“ and this is my Solstice birth.
How much can I let go of my story? How much can I trust the Universe?
This Xmas I celebrate my personal savior – constantly being born from within.
Love more, fear less.
Float more, steer Less.
Merry Xmas, and a Happy New Year.